Love hurts and gets you in places you never knew existed much less hurt as bad as it does.
Having said that I found this really honest quote:
“Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up the pain and makes you feel okay again”
You really were in love.You did all you could to have your happy ending and kept changing for the one you love thinking it would make them happier. Now it’s over let it all go and go crazy for awhile, go wild! Embrace the fact that your hurting, cry it all out, you don’t have to pretend to be ok. Then when you have no more tears to shed and no more energy to feel sorry for yourself. Look ahead to what is waiting for you.
There will come a time where you will get back on your feet, looking great, feeling great and be more open to the great loves and experiences that are WAITING to come into your life. This might not happen right now, nor tomorrow, or the day after. It might not even happen next month or even next year . But it will happen!
I don’t know if you will read this but I thought it would be awkward to send you a message. I can see your hurting really bad and wanted to let you know that you have a lot of friends who care about you.